When it gets so bad and I think I can't go on. I try to make it worse. When I'm certain that I can't stand it, I go one moment more, and then I know I can bear anything.
She had wept, because she had thought of that man from Cholon--her lover--and suddenly she wasn't sure of not having loved him with a love she hadn't seen... because it had lost itself in the story Like water in the sand and that she was rediscovering it now in this moment of m